Sarnidum (verb)

To feel a momentary sting of exclusion, only to awaken to quiet relief — a shift from longing to clarity. To recognize, almost poetically, that absence from a flawed stage might be its own form of grace. Sarnidum is the inward unfurling of dignity in the face of misguided acclaim.
“At first he ached with rejection, but by dusk he began to sarnidum — realizing the gallery’s glow was not his light to stand in.”